about the owner

the woman behind the keyboard

I'm a lazy weirdo: I have many friends, but I'm mostly a loner. I love spending time listening to music, reading mangas and fan fictions or watching anime and movies on TV; when I go out, it's simply to have dinner out or to go to cinema with my friends. I absolutely hate discos and night clubs, I rather much play with my dogs and my cats or sleep. Of course, I have to work (when I finally find a job! >_>) so I can't do these things often, only on week-ends.
In any case, my mum think I'm odd and always threatens to send me to a psychologist 'cuz I'm in urgent need, in her opinion, of therapy. I read too much and too many mangas...Whatever. She is just angry, because I've stopped being her puppet: she is happy only when I do what she likes to do, wanting me to enjoy that..even if I loathe it!! x_x Sadly, I've stopped that way of life in high school and I ain't gonna revert back to it, sure as hell!! o_O But in any case I don't want to rant against my mum, because I love her very much, no matter our different points of view.
That thing of the psychologist was to have you understand my contorted mind: I love my friends, but my happiest moments are when I have fun alone in my room; I love to have dinner out, but I enjoy much more to go to cinema by myself; I love music and TV shows, but best if I can enjoy them alone...I could keep this up endlessly. I'm also a little shy (though working has helped me, in primary school I was a true cry-baby), and to hide it I end up acting aggressive and rude, so it's hard for me making new friends.
But I made a promise to my best friend: I'll try to change, to be more outgoing and less aggressive, so that I can meet many new friends...and I hope this site will help me too.!! ^^